| memory lane |
[Aug. 3rd, 2007|02:28 am] |
| [ | emotions |
| |  hungry | ] |
Seems like its been a while
Im moving to riverside to attend California Baptist University
Im majoring in visual arts
I make beanies and sell them at shows
I date now... which is different
I am well on my way to a wall full of polaroids
I am a much happier person than I ever really have been before
I enjoy cooking and creating
I drive a lot
I have a disneyland pass
Ive lost around 25 pounds since january |
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[Mar. 23rd, 2006|11:59 am] |
| [ | emotions |
| |  nauseated | ] |
| [ | lalalala |
| | Colin Hay | ] |
Do you ever get scared that who you are now is who you will be for the rest of your life?
I feel like I have grown and learned... only to realize that I have barely touched the tip of the iceburg... |
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| my baby dont care |
[Feb. 28th, 2006|11:14 am] |
| [ | emotions |
| |  anxious | ] |
| [ | lalalala |
| | American Pie... Don McLean | ] |
i love the mountains
Ive been in the Big Bear area for two weekends in a row.
this weekend will make it three.
The more i leave orange county..
the more i realize how much i love being away
There is increasingly less for me here.
I no longer work at TCM. I was more or less fired.
But its chill i hated my job. Now i can just finish school.
I love campfires, and snow, and winding mountain roads.
I love the Depot, and the lookout, and space heaters.
This week i am...
making a t-shirt
a collage
baby bootys
a doggie sweater
a new purse
and a card |
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| The lovers cry and the poets dream |
[Feb. 21st, 2006|09:22 am] |
| [ | emotions |
| | sad | ] |
Its been a long time since ive been so insecure.
The more i tell myself that everything is fine, the more i know im wrong.
I spent last weekend at camp.
I had no idea how much i missed it.
At this point i am simply trying to keep myself focused on June 4.
I dont really know how this coming summer will turn out, but all i can really do is hope that its better than everything right now...
I sort of feel like some of the people i trust and care about most are slowly removing me from their lives.
I know that most of it is probably in my head,
but that doesnt make it hurt any less.
I wish that by simply understanding feelings, you could choose which ones you'll allow yourself to have...
Whatever it is that i am holding onto so tightly... i can feel it dissapearing. |
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